Thursday, October 23, 2014

Faults and Insecurities.

I'm not perfect.
No one is.
Not even the people who think and act like they are.
We're all human, we all make mistakes, we have have things that bother us.
Like me, for example, I'm an incredibly jealous person when it comes to my fiance. I didn't used to be before him, but now, oh man girls better watch it. I've let this insecurity get into my head and manipulate my thoughts to the point where it shows in our relationship. And that's not right. That's something I have to work on.
I'm opinionated, I like things I want them and get irritated when someone tries to help me. I care way too much about people, even, people who could drop me like yesterday's news and walk away without a glance back. I'm broken hearted and loving. I tend to st walked all over because I just want to help everyone and I want everyone to be happy.
I have a funny nose. Its got a bump in the bridge. I try not to look too hard at it. I'm gaining weight. My 26 year old body can't handle the junk foods I ate as a teenager. I actually have to work out now. It's so much work.
I have 4 tattoos. I don't think any one of them is perfect and guess what? I don't care. I didn't get them to have them be perfect, I got them to tell a story, an imperfect story.
Embrace your insecurities and faults but don't let them define you. Don't let them make you bitter and angry or become a pompous asshole. Let them make you stronger. Let them make you into the person you want to be. Let them be yout motivation to be an amazing person who does amazing things. Because in the end your insecurities and faults aren't going to matter. You can't take then with you when you die. You can't take your body with you. It all stays here buried in the ground.
Make a mark on this earth before you leave it.

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